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The life of a fiendish schizophrenic.

Thursday, September 12, 2002

Song of the moment: "Before I Fall in Love" by Coco Lee
I am feeling: Sleepy.


That guy that lives in my brother's room is still scared to go through the front door. lol. That's usually because my sister is always in the living room doing kareoke or watching t.v. SPEAKING OF WHICH... Do you know what I came home to earlier today? I'll tell you what: I got home from school about a half an hour earlier than I usually do, because I didn't have a B3 class and I didn't stay for lunch. Blah blah blah.. I walk home, open the door, and see this NAKED chick fingering herself on our television with my sister laying on the couch, desperately trying to press the "off" button on our DVD player. I was like, "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WATCHING, YOU SICK FREAK?". Suprisingly, she didn't make up some stupid lie to cover it up, and told me that she rented some pr0n movie called "Secret Fantasies" or something from Blockbuster. *ahem* WTF??!?!! I thought only guys rented pr0n movies.

*sigh* I have come to the conclusion that my family has 10 times the horny sexual hormones than a normal family exceeds. Examples? First, my mom. Do you know what I walked on when I was at the young age of 4? My family and I were visiting one of our houses in some province. Late at night when everyone was sleeping, I was awoken by something wet... *cough* yeah. I had a little accident. Anywho, I headed for my mom's room a couple of doors down to tell her to change my sheets for me because I couldn't sleep. As I reached her bedroom, behind closed doors, I head wierd sounds. I was curious, so I slightly opened the door. What's that? A burglar! Impostor! A serial killer! I open the door even further, and with my eyes, found a strange man on top of my mother. WTF?!??! I got all scared, way too scared to go up to the bed of my mom's bedroom, tap the mystery man and tell him to get off my mom so she could change my sheets. In conclusion, I had to sleep on a bed covered with my own pee for the rest of the night. =(

Secondly, there is my step dad. I saw him sniffing my mom's dirty underwair while he was doing her laundry, 'nuff said.

Thirdly, my brother. Like the stereotipical guy, he has 8762837642342348768234 DVDs and VHS of pr0n, along with his gigs of pr0n in his computer of Britney Spears of Eminem supposedly "getting it on" and all this hentai. I'm suprized how he keeps his room clean from all that.. *cough* liquadation being 'pumped' out of his pipe. He even watches his hentai when my grandmother from the Philippines is visiting. The nerve. -_-

I already mentioned my sister. I also find it kind of sad how she has never had a boyfriend or a single official date with a non-friend guy ever, and she is what, 21? I know she's not a lesbian, because I've read a log in her diary saying how she wants to have the kids of this guy named Roger or something. Creepy.

And then there's me. *grin* Tee hee. Must I really have to rant about me? ^_~;

Other than wierd sexual stuff, I must say that school sorta sucks. Not really sucks, or really really sucks, or just plain sucks... it sorta sucks. You know why? Because I can't say it fully sucks because of Computer Graphics, Art, and part of U.S. History. The rest sucks. I lost all of my Biology and Algebra 2 homework in ONE SINGLE notebook in school a few days ago. So, I had to do them over. KHG SA JHDGJS GDHJ HGSJHD GJA HSGD. Frustration. English? I have to read seven chapters this weekend from the book, "Lord of the Flies", while finishing my individual reading book [which consists of 400 pages, in which I just started a few weeks ago a couple of days after school started]. GUUUUAAAARRRRR!!!! *roars like a panda* RAAAAAWWWRRRRR!!!!! *stomach grumbling* QWUUAAAARRRRKKKKAAAARRKKKAARRKKKK!!!!!

*dies*

Song of the moment: "Ding Dong" by Yuki Hsu
I am feeling: Envious.


CRY. My friend, Bernie, is so much better than me in everything art. Cry cry cry cry cry. How? Just visit her site, that'll explaing everything. All of her drawings and artwork on her site are ALL originals. I know, I've seen her draw them. GO THERE RIGHT NOW. You honestly won't regret it.

Song of the moment: "Love 2000" by Yaida Hitomi
I am feeling: Relieved.


Wheee! My last 'A' day for the week! God, even though I only have three classes on this day and four on my 'B' day, this day just feels a lot longer. You know what I mean? Well.. today, I have U.S. History [my homeroom.. I have that class at 7:30 everyday], English, and Computer Graphics. We have to read this really stupid book called, "Lord of the Flies" for English, and I haven't even read the freaking first chapter yet while the rest of the class is already on chapter 8. I tried reading it, but it is just boring as hell. Computer graphics is alright. Learning Flash is REALLY fun, but this class can be really boring if you don't have anything to do and the Internet is down. You can't really work on the stuff you have at home, like all of my CG drawing thingies [I only have one of them on this computer] and I all usually do in this class is listen to my music [I bring like 15 MP3 CDs with me every 'A' day. That's what... 500 billion songs? :o!!] and just sit here. I have been working on one of my drawings that I scanned and coloring it on Adobe, but that's it.

Speaking of which, here is what I have so far on that little G project:

Before


After, but still not finished


Whee. I suck at doing the 'shiny' parts of the hair. Go me.

Hrm. Oh yeah!! Dude, I almost forgot to tell you guys that one of my brother's friend lives with my family now! Wierdness liek whut. My brother asked my mom if he can stay a few days at our house [although my mom said he might be staying for a few months] and gyeah. My mom was very hesitant to let him stay, but eh. Whatever. He's like Korean or Chinese or something.. his name is Dara Lee, and he likes Kpop & Jpop! Wheeeeness liek whut. I was all looking over his stuff in my brother's room while he and my brother were out to work or something and smelled all of his sheets. lol. I'm so wierd.

I always had this little crush on him. He is sooo sweet, even his voice is just soft.. and caring. ^^; He's really really nice, too. He was really suprised that I listened to Kpop.. because he hasn't found anyone in Santa Cruz that does. He goes to UCSC I think... and he's like 20-21? I dunno. I should ask him. But one wierd thing is that I think he's like scared of my sister or something. She was doing kareoke while I was playing the piano downstairs, he talked with me for a few seconds asking me how long i've been playing the piano, etc etc.. and went back up to my brother's room. About ten minutes later, me and my sister sees him jumping down from my brother's patio as if he was avoiding using the front door. My sister was like o_O and continued singing. Hehe. One more utterly wierd person roaming around my house, this is great.

Tuesday, September 10, 2002

Song of the moment: "Yo!" by Shinhwa
I am feeling: Hyper.


Whee! I just finished my first class for breakdancing and good Lordy, it was fun. But, it's not for me. All of that breakdancing.. damn. I can't do that shit. The only time I DID do exceptionally well in that class was when they were doing non-break dancing stuff. Eghh... so yeah. I might just take the hip hop class instead of that. I might take a few more breakdancing to see if I can grow to like it, but not now .

The best part of that class was definitely when I fell on my ass/back when we were doing hand stands. Dude. Falling is one of the BEST things ever. I'm going to try doing some more hand stands tommorow in my house... it was really fun. Before, there was always this thing inside me that is telling me to just do it, and stand on my freaking hands, but then the wussy part of me defiantly says, "NO.". ^^;;

Hip hop funk sounds fun, though... and it looks fun. Oh! And pop-and-lock! *drool* I can't wait to try that class. So yeah... basically, I'm just trying out all the different classes they have there and seeing if I like them or not. Fun fun fun. I'm so excited!

Song of the moment: "Spirit Dreams Inside" by L'arc en ciel
I am feeling: Sentimental

I read a lot of stuff from the A.S.S. blogger that I am just completely unaware of. I sometimes feel really left out, because I don't keep track of the DDR Freak boards anymore.. and the fact that I barely even get to see any of them... ever. Now that school is here, the most I'll be going to the San Jose area would probably be once a month.. and I've never even been to Scandia. I don't have a car, I don't have a liscence. I don't even talk to everyone on my buddy list anymore. I have even forgotten who most of the people are in my buddy list. o_O

Yeah. Plus... Milton quitting the A.S.S. blog stating no reason whatsoever in the blog itself why, is a mystery to me. Will someone please fill me in on what's been going on? Please? I'm left in the dust... a loner in the bunch. It sucks.

Monday, September 09, 2002

Song of the moment: "Nuh [Techno Version]" by Lee Jung Hyun
I am feeling: Excited/Mischievious


AIM liek WHUT.

AgntFBI480 (3:54:24 PM): Hello
I am NOT pangit (3:54:33 PM): Nihao ma
AgntFBI480 (3:54:53 PM): I'm the FBI and I wanted to ask you some questions
AgntFBI480 (3:55:01 PM): Is that fine?
I am NOT pangit (3:55:18 PM): Que? No habla Ingles.
AgntFBI480 (3:55:30 PM): listen
AgntFBI480 (3:55:40 PM): Unblock Spazmenos89 , hes my friend
I am NOT pangit (3:55:45 PM): Quuuueeeeee?

Idiot. And I don't even know who Spazmenos89 was, nor did I have him in my block list. o_O.

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AjiaKaranoHakujn (3:58:46 PM): u neva called back loser
I am NOT pangit (3:59:04 PM): I got home at like 12!!
I am NOT pangit (3:59:05 PM): ^^;;
I am NOT pangit (3:59:17 PM): i thought you would have been asleep by then
I am NOT pangit (3:59:23 PM): and plus, there was school the next day
I am NOT pangit (3:59:23 PM): :o

=( I feel so bad not calling mistare Scott. I will call him, I will! I promise! *makes a mental note*

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BlondGirlMoMoMix (4:30:23 PM): and on april fools day..put gas x in some brownies then give it to someone in my family
BlondGirlMoMoMix (4:30:28 PM): then run to the bathroom and take
BlondGirlMoMoMix (4:30:34 PM): saran wrap and put it over the toilet

Gahahahahahaha. There's a great idea for you people, in courtesy of my daughter, Holly. ;P

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BlondSistah02 (11:18:26 PM): HAHAHAHA santa cruz is funny. some dude called said to my dad "HAVE YOU ALWAYS BEEN A MORON?!" and my dad said "UH UH n... NO~~!!!!"

See? Santa Cruz is ALWAYS wierd and scary. o_O;

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I am NOT pangit (12:08:50 PM): I just saw my dad smell my mom's underwair... he's doing her laundry. X_x
BRiAN is RUFiO (12:09:04 PM): eewww

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*in chatroom with A.S.S.* [I took off some parts like when Erin said she had to go.. just getting to the bottom of the sarcasm, y'know? :P]

Sweaty BOY83 (4:10:51 PM): rufio said he'll do a whore routine with mil
silly fobby gurl (4:10:54 PM): you are a full member when jeff rapes you
silly fobby gurl (4:10:56 PM): =P
I am NOT pangit (4:11:03 PM): hahahaha
I am NOT pangit (4:11:08 PM): i'm looking forward to that ^_~
Sweaty BOY83 (4:11:49 PM): technically you wont be seeing anything
Sweaty BOY83 (4:11:57 PM): he's gonna do you in the butt

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CHEESY THIGHS

I am NOT pangit (11:14:59 PM): http://www.cheesythighs.com/metoday.jpg
I am NOT pangit (11:15:13 PM): i'm warning you....
HUSKY is SEXY (11:15:17 PM): ok im scared by the look of the url
I am NOT pangit (11:15:24 PM): he sends me the NASTIEST pictures
I am NOT pangit (11:15:26 PM): that ass XD
HUSKY is SEXY (11:15:43 PM): WHAT IN THE GREEN HELL?!?!?!?
I am NOT pangit (11:16:04 PM): hahahahhahahhahahaha
HUSKY is SEXY (11:17:22 PM): im sending it now to every other person on my bl
I am NOT pangit (11:17:46 PM): hahahaha
I am NOT pangit (11:17:49 PM): that's what i told him, too
I am NOT pangit (11:17:50 PM): :P
HUSKY is SEXY (11:18:01 PM): HAHHAHAHA
I am NOT pangit (11:18:19 PM): I Am Jennie Bean (11:18:05 PM): ewwwwwwwwwwwwww
HUSKY is SEXY (11:18:22 PM): hahahahaha ppls reactions are sooo funny
I am NOT pangit (11:18:26 PM): yup
I am NOT pangit (11:18:28 PM): XD
HUSKY is SEXY (11:18:49 PM): Sweaty BOY83 (10:53:49 PM): X |
Sweaty BOY83 (10:54:16 PM): id pay someone 10$ to hit htat
Sweaty BOY83 (10:54:19 PM): that*
I am NOT pangit (11:19:26 PM): Da onliestTigger (11:19:09 PM): AAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IM BLINDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HUSKY is SEXY (11:20:16 PM): HAHAHAHA
HUSKY is SEXY (11:20:20 PM): escobajuan (10:55:32 PM): OHMYFUCKING GOD
escobajuan (10:55:46 PM): you made me close everything i had open with that!
I am NOT pangit (11:20:45 PM): HAHAHAHAHA
HUSKY is SEXY (11:20:51 PM): look what u made me do
I am NOT pangit (11:20:56 PM): imma get a screen shot...
I am NOT pangit (11:20:59 PM): of everyone i IMEd
I am NOT pangit (11:21:02 PM): and their reactions
I am NOT pangit (11:21:04 PM): :P
HUSKY is SEXY (11:21:08 PM): HAHAHAHAHAHAH
I am NOT pangit (11:21:46 PM): XFrankie3 (11:21:20 PM): mu god!!!!!!!! is that yours???????
I am NOT pangit (11:21:51 PM): HAAHHAHAHHAHAHA
HUSKY is SEXY (11:22:31 PM): LOL
HUSKY is SEXY (11:23:15 PM): this is fun
HUSKY is SEXY (11:23:19 PM): mil you are evil
I am NOT pangit (11:23:21 PM): I am NOT pangit (11:22:27 PM): http://www.cheesythighs.com/metoday.jpg
EvaUnit510 (11:22:45 PM): fuck you
EvaUnit510 (11:22:49 PM): i want you dead, right now
I am NOT pangit (11:23:26 PM): I am NOT pangit (11:22:53 PM): XD
EvaUnit510 (11:23:00 PM): any hopes of jacking off tonight are gone
I am NOT pangit (11:23:28 PM): hahahahahaha
HUSKY is SEXY (11:23:41 PM): A1M5UCK5A55 (10:58:46 PM): dear god that was sick
HUSKY is SEXY (11:23:47 PM): Tran Powah (10:58:42 PM): NO
Tran Powah (10:58:44 PM): I MADE THE MISTAKE
Tran Powah (10:58:46 PM): OF CLICKING
Tran Powah (10:58:47 PM): FUCK THAT
HUSKY is SEXY (10:58:55 PM): HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I am NOT pangit (11:23:54 PM): LOLOLOLOL
I am NOT pangit (11:24:41 PM): *high five* we make a great team! :D
HUSKY is SEXY (11:24:52 PM): HAHAHAHAHAH
HUSKY is SEXY (11:25:28 PM): Xx 143 always xX (11:01:13 PM): gross-ness
HUSKY is SEXY (11:25:32 PM): SaiLoRGoHaNmOoN (11:01:02 PM): fuck you nasty!
HUSKY is SEXY (11:26:47 PM): InNoVaTiVePnOi6 (11:02:30 PM): ewwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
HUSKY is SEXY (11:26:52 PM): InNoVaTiVePnOi6 (11:02:36 PM): i wanna throw up now!
I am NOT pangit (11:27:11 PM): hahahahahaha
HUSKY is SEXY (11:27:25 PM): hahahaha
HUSKY is SEXY (11:29:18 PM): mil u are a sadistic freak
HUSKY is SEXY (11:29:33 PM): look what u made me do
HUSKY is SEXY (11:29:35 PM): >_<

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KoreanGenius12 (4:46:09 PM): You are tri sexual
I am NOT pangit (4:46:12 PM): yes i am
KoreanGenius12 (4:46:22 PM): Men Women, and Domesticated wildlife
I am NOT pangit (4:46:26 PM): XD
KoreanGenius12 (4:46:29 PM): lol
KoreanGenius12 (4:46:41 PM): yes yes
KoreanGenius12 (4:47:05 PM): What do you call that anyways?
KoreanGenius12 (4:47:12 PM): Animal love....
I am NOT pangit (4:47:13 PM): i don't know
I am NOT pangit (4:47:14 PM): ^^;
KoreanGenius12 (4:47:28 PM): ZOOPHILIA?
KoreanGenius12 (4:47:40 PM): Liek necrophila
KoreanGenius12 (4:47:47 PM): but with "zoo?"

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KronosTrigger (12:05:05 AM): BEST CHECK Y0SELF BEF0 I BREAK Y0SELF! BACK UP NIGGA! I N33D SUM SPIZZ-ACE!
I am NOT pangit (12:29:07 AM): o_O
I am NOT pangit (12:29:11 AM): I can't even read that.
I am NOT pangit (12:29:14 AM): blah i gotta go

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MonkeyFuStyle (12:28:38 AM): just all bleh now
MonkeyFuStyle (12:29:22 AM): BLEH
MonkeyFuStyle (12:29:24 AM): YEAH
MonkeyFuStyle (12:29:30 AM): I SAID BLEH!!1!11!ONE!!!
I am NOT pangit (12:29:38 AM): bleh
I am NOT pangit (12:29:39 AM): I gotta go ^^;;

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*watching the same channel as Kevin, while talking with him online*

o KEVBO (10:55:04 PM): this girl on tv has a nice body
o KEVBO (10:55:06 PM): who is she lol
I am NOT pangit (10:55:08 PM): yup yup
o KEVBO (10:55:10 PM): RANDOM GIRL
I am NOT pangit (10:55:11 PM): i dunno..
I am NOT pangit (10:55:14 PM): she has a nice ass
I am NOT pangit (10:55:18 PM): =B
o KEVBO (10:55:26 PM): SO DO WE
o KEVBO (10:55:27 PM): THAT MAKES 3 OF US
I am NOT pangit (10:55:45 PM): hahahahaha

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silly fobby gurl (11:58:34 PM): UNF
I am NOT pangit (11:58:36 PM): XD
I am NOT pangit (11:58:41 PM): *bends over*
I am NOT pangit (11:58:43 PM): do it again!!
I am NOT pangit (11:58:44 PM): again!!

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silly fobby gurl (8:16:09 PM): hahaha
silly fobby gurl (8:16:15 PM): well small boobs are good too though
silly fobby gurl (8:16:21 PM): 'cause then they won't sag as much when you get older
silly fobby gurl (8:16:24 PM): they'll be "perky"
silly fobby gurl (8:16:38 PM): and it's always good to leave things to the imagination
silly fobby gurl (8:16:39 PM): =D
I am NOT pangit (8:16:46 PM): LOL

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I am NOT pangit (12:34:34 PM): ewwww i'm getting hit on just because i'm a girl and i play RPGs
I am NOT pangit (12:34:35 PM): o_O
SweetBaby900 (12:34:43 PM): ahahaha!!
SweetBaby900 (12:34:54 PM): your like... yah im a girl
SweetBaby900 (12:35:00 PM): and they're all, "CHA CHING!"
I am NOT pangit (12:35:05 PM): LOL

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XFrankie3 (11:19:39 PM): three words for you MIL................O:-)
I am NOT pangit (11:19:59 PM): http://www.cheesythighs.com/metoday.jpg
XFrankie3 (11:20:41 PM): no not " I love you" .............SUCK IT BITCH!!!!!!
XFrankie3 (11:20:45 PM): =-O
XFrankie3 (11:20:48 PM): eeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
XFrankie3 (11:21:10 PM): your fucken pervert fucken RONCHEY ASS MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!
XFrankie3 (11:21:20 PM): mu god!!!!!!!! is that yours???????
XFrankie3 (11:21:22 PM): :-D
XFrankie3 (11:22:15 PM): eeeeewwwwwwwwwwww
XFrankie3 (11:23:49 PM): you are fucken discusting!!!!!!!!!
XFrankie3 (11:23:59 PM): SICK!!!!!

*doesn't even bother to block him...*

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youeatdabyen (11:45:17 AM): i like pie.
youeatdabyen (11:45:37 AM): pie pie pie
youeatdabyen (11:45:48 AM): mmmmm
youeatdabyen (11:45:48 AM): tasty pie
I am NOT pangit (11:45:53 AM): hmm.
I am NOT pangit (11:45:58 AM): i wonder what you DO with that pie
I am NOT pangit (11:45:59 AM): ;P
youeatdabyen (11:46:07 AM): its warm..
youeatdabyen (11:46:10 AM): like..
youeatdabyen (11:46:10 AM): mmmmm :-)
I am NOT pangit (11:46:11 AM): hahahaha

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gigglsatickle: sup?
I am NOT pangit: brb a sec...
gigglsatickle: ok

Auto response from I am NOT pangit: busy....

I am NOT pangit: back ^^;
I am NOT pangit: who is this?
gigglsatickle: jess
I am NOT pangit: Jess?
gigglsatickle: yeah
gigglsatickle: from unichat
I am NOT pangit: Unichat?
I am NOT pangit: @_@;
gigglsatickle: who are you
gigglsatickle: are you a girl?
I am NOT pangit: yeah
I am NOT pangit: lol
gigglsatickle: oh
gigglsatickle: i c
gigglsatickle: asl
I am NOT pangit: 79/f/oklahoma
I am NOT pangit: u?
gigglsatickle: 79?
gigglsatickle: your 79?
I am NOT pangit: Yeah
I am NOT pangit: what's wrong with that?
I am NOT pangit: :-(
gigglsatickle: your a grandma/.?!
gigglsatickle: damn old faggot
gigglsatickle: your hella old
I am NOT pangit: =(
I am NOT pangit: why you be so mean?
I am NOT pangit: I cry.
I am NOT pangit: darn youth now a days, i tell ya *waves cane around*
gigglsatickle: you ain't a grandma
gigglsatickle: grandma's don't type this fast
gigglsatickle: wut is a pangit?
gigglsatickle: and you like the powerpuff girls/
I am NOT pangit: A pangit is an old grandma's pussy
I am NOT pangit: wanna taste?
gigglsatickle: ugh
gigglsatickle: hell nah
I am NOT pangit: =(
gigglsatickle: go away faggot
I am NOT pangit: Sad panda
I am NOT pangit: =(((((((((
I am NOT pangit: *unF*
Previous message was not received by gigglsatickle because of error: User gigglsatickle is not available.

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA. I loooove messing with people's heads everytime someone random IMs me that I don't know.

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Ya GOTTA love AIM +. It's a really good prog to have if you want to save precious memories online--such as the ones I posted. XD

















Song of the moment: "Eyes on Me" by Faye Wong
I am feeling: Full.


*Buuuuuurp* Good lordy, I am SO full. I could hardly breathe. x_X

Tee hee. I called Eric on his celly afterschool and talked with him the the entire time I was walking home + an hour when I got to my house before he had to go to his Tae Kwon Do class. I find guys strongly attractive when they play sports.. especially b-ball and TKD. Eric's a red belt, too! :D So gyeah.. he was all talking about how he wants to take breakdancing classes with me. I was like, "Uhhh.. you live all the way in San Jose.. there's no way you could drive down here every week just to take some stupid dance classes" Eric: "Pssh. You know I could drive there. Plus, I wouldn't be driving all the way there if I knew I couldn't see you.." Me: "Oh yeah? What if I hid from you, then what? *sarcasm*" Eric: "Then I would spend an eternity looking for you. =)"

This is when everyone goes, "Aww!"

Oyy... my head still hurts. You know what? Just go to the A.S.S. Blogger and read the stuff there. Me is too lazy to type anymore. I might blog later... bai!

Song of the moment: "Pumping Up" by Banya
I am feeling: Hungry


Hey. I was going to blog, but in the middle of choosing the song of the moment, my stomach started grumbling. So be patient, after I go downstairs to get my twinkies on, I'll type up a storm just for your entertainment.